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    August 31

    人生何处不彪悍

         日记间的空档越扯越大……表达的欲望和能力的降低，是否意味着悟性的衰退呢？
     
         因为周末要犒赏自己一个自然醒来的好觉，通常我会错过早晨，直接从中午开始一天。每天醒来的时候，我都有一段或长或短的恍惚——“今天是什么日子？昨天的生活截至在哪里？刚才的记忆是梦是真？”有人告诉我，这是一种焦虑和安全感匮乏的信号。今天是个例外，窗帘缝隙透过来的湛蓝湛蓝的一线天空，很早地把我叫醒。住北京这样四季分明的地方，生活的惯性总是突然被时节的转换打断。不过也好，惯性虽然省力，却容易让我们失去对那种理所当然的人生的抵抗力。
     
         那天到达学校的时候，正是黄昏，整个校园笼在一片瑰丽的霞光之中。灰白的低层建筑，错落有致的园景，水声潺潺，荧灯初上，低调而精心，正是我喜欢的调调。对于一个已经长大，却依恋着校园的人，能到学校工作，不能不说是一种幸运，我很感激，命运在此处为我打开这扇门。我开始很努力地过一种靠谱的日子，而对于真正棘手的那个问题，却还是避其锋芒，绕道而行了。理智第一，冷冰冰第一的天蝎，内心何时能象外表那样彪悍呢？
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    强 张wrote:
    祝顺利
    Sept. 19
    Stanley Chanwrote:
    理智第一，冷冰冰第一的天蝎，内心何时能象外表那样彪悍呢？
    看来你对自己的定位还是很准确的
    Sept. 18
    Amberwrote:
    另一个学校～
    Sept. 15
    竹友 松卿wrote:
    咳！我也这样以为呢
    Sept. 14
    Amberwrote:
    亲们~看来我写得造成歧义了，最近就这个问题被好多人关心过了。我没留PKU啦。。。欲知详情，赶紧拉我聚会吧：）
    Sept. 12
    beibeiwrote:
    亲爱的，你要留校工作了？太好了～～～～，我觉得留校工作对女生来说非常合适啊
    Sept. 11
    wendywrote:
    Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
    Sept. 7
    wei huangwrote:
    天蝎是理智的吗，我咋不觉得呢。。
    Sept. 2
    Picture of Anonymous
    棉棉 wrote:
    我一直认为你是适合在学校过活的人。更甚一些的话，会说你是不应该为生活而奔命工作的人。
     
    持续的焦虑和不安全感源自何处？也许解决了自己一直逃避得问题，那些症状也会自然消失呢。
     
    ps：我老公很感激你又写了东西，给他饥渴的心灵以滋润，呵呵。
     
     
    Aug. 31

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